Monthly Archives: July 2011

when a good morning goes sour

I went from being happy to upset in a matter of 15 seconds this morning thanks to the ole mate. But then an old friend from the past messaged me from Facebook that made me forget all about the ole mate of mine.

I have beem knowing MLW for the same amount of time that I’ve been knowing the mate and that is around 8 years.


MLW and I can talk about almost anything, so he ask me how was my relationship holding up?

I had to tell him not so good, we talked about getting a separation (or shall I say…I requested one) because it doesn’t seem to be going to well between us.

My day started out very lovely this morning and then when he got home it went half way down the drain. I hate it when he brings his attitude from work home to me.

I greet you with love and a clean house and you bring to me nothing but bull shit. So instead of allowing his tude to bring me down, I backed up instead of allowing the shit to hit the fan.

This kind if thing upsets me and trust me it’s not the first time that it has happened and I believe that it won’t be the last is what I told MLW.

My friend from facebook suggested that all I need is some space from the ole mate of mine. Anything else will cost me time and money.

I agree, but which one of us is to leave the house?

Surely not moi.



always give 110% that way if you fall short you gave 100%

two’s company….5s a crowd

Yesterday was a very piss poor day for me. My daughter had training for a new job and I sit with the kids for 4 hours.

The three older kids were not a problem, it was the 2 and 6 month that gave me a freakin headache.

They cried most of the time that I had them.

Jr cried so much that I just let him cry until he fell asleep. Amiya is just spoiled and she was mainly fake crying for attention. And when they cry it is not a cry they are basically screaming.

Then they were asking for food every hour of the day as if I was a grocery store or something.

I had just brought a case of water with 32 bottles, now there are none.

As a GM, I had to explain to them that we don’t eat 24 hours a day, but we will eat breakfast, lunch and dinner with a small snack in between.

I raised 3 kids of my own. My first child was born in 1981 when raising kids to me was easier.

Now days it’s much harder because time has changed and people has changed.

How can you raise 5 children in this age and time without a struggle? It’s a hard job but I guess it can be done.

Day 2:

Second day of training for my daughter, this time she is there from 10 to 2pm.

I told her that 5 kids is for 2 people, so she has taken 3 of them to my mother’s home and I have 2 (this is much better)

In this case mother will only have to watch over the baby because the boys can watch themselves.

I have the baby girl and Josh who is 5, this is much, much better for me to handle and I don’t have to make any bottles.

As I look around the house…..

I feel much better now because three of the kids are gone making it possible for me to get a small amount of peace and less dishes to wash.

No rest for the wicked

I have come to realize that I am just not suppose to get over 3 hours of sleep per day. I was trying to get more rest today but my son calls me and ask me if I can take him to work by 7:15 am this morning. So I get up at 6:30 am, get to him at 6:45 am and arrive at his job at 7:00am.

Then when I get back 3 big city trucks are driving up and down the street making all kinds of noise.

Someone at 7:30 in the morning was cutting grass. I know that this summer is hot and you need to get the grass cut before it heats up but,

Then to make matters worse, the man across the street is outside in his van with the music up loud as if I want to hear that shit this early in the morning. So now I have to close the windows because I don’t want to hear it.
He appears to be a part of a painting crew that is getting the house across the street ready for the new owners.

Over all, despite all that’s happening..

it appears to be a beautiful morning.


The question is: Will it be a great day?

I found a THEME !!!!!

I believe that I have found a theme for Spontaneous writings.

This search has been going on for months and months. All of the themes appear to be mostly the same ole thing.

This one has more color options and a background that you can really see.(that’s if you resize your photo)

The page can be both dark and light. As you should know by now that I like dark pages. but I found out that most people like to read lighter pages.

I will bend this one time and keep this one light. The other 3 blog post that I have are all dark and I plan on keeping it that way.

Any who,

I like this one and I am glad that I have found it.


one thousand-3 hits !!!


I like to thank all of you here at wordpress for hitting me up___ 1,003.

Thank you very much!

I have been on wordpress for 9 months

“And it appears that I am slowly approaching 1000 hits.”


The weirdest thing just happened to me….

I was on my Facebook page, when all of a sudden, all these ads start popping up on my page.

None stop.

On the right sidebar, on the left sidebar, in the footer and throughout the page.

Thinking that someone had went phishing on my FB page, I changed my password and everything else I could think of.

Even after doing the password change, the ads still continued to show.

Then I remembered yesterday when I was uninstalling some unnecessary downloads, I notice that there was one that I did not recognize.

It was call..”FACETHEME”. Yes, Facebook had without my permission downloaded this onto my computer.

Facetheme allows you to put a theme behind your Facebook page.

I figure that this download that I did not put there had prompted all the ads because Facebook is based on ads as well as finding family and friends.


after remembering that, I went back to my Facebook page and the ads were still all over the place. I mean they were intimidating and I let no one intimidate me.

I clicked on an ad, AT&T.

At the bottom of it, it had stated that it got into my cookies and saw some of the places that I go when I am on the web (obviously at&t was one of them) I said to myself, “those fukin cookies”.

Then I went back into my control panel and relocated the download that Facebook put on my computer without my permission and removed it. Now in the past 25 minutes there have been no ads showing up.

You know…… malicious software can be downloaded onto your computer without you knowing it thus infecting your computer.

So Facebook can do it too.

I didn’t even know that you can put a theme behind your Facebook page. I mean, ASK ME FIRST!!!!.

“I just looked and there are still no ads since I uninstalled the facetheme from my computer.”

This should not be allowed to happen. You should always ask permission!!!


know your value

When you know your value,

you don’t have to beg people to like you, to be your mate, to spend time with you or to love you.

Be confident in who you are.

Everyone can’t afford the LUXURY of your friendship.

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