Monthly Archives: November 2010


I have never regreted anything that I have done.

But I have made mistakes. What”s good about that is when you recognize that you’ve made one.

I recently made a mistake that I have recognized , and that is I moved out of my condo downtown and into the house of my boyfriend. He was  somewhat of a nice guy when we lived in seperate houses, but it’s different now……

I can’t believe that I let my guard down. We had a little talk last night about the moodiness and attitude that I have been getting from him for the last 2 months. I am not and will not live my life like this. I told him that when I was living alone I did’nt have to  deal anybodys attitude, so I was happy every single day.  Now, I find myself a bit unhappy and it doesn’t feel so good.

I told him that I don’t want to be his wife, and I will be looking for a house so that I can move out in the spring.

He looked at me, walked away and went into the bedroom and shut the door behind him. This morning he got up and went to his dads to get some advice I guess.

I don’t like mood swings, muliple personalities and arguments. I get migraines.

anyway he has been with his daddy all morning giving me some peace of mind.

I had to write this down to get it off my chest. If he stays gone for about 5 more hours I would be grateful.





 I can remember my  first love at the age of 24.

I met this gentleman that captured my eyes.  He was 8 years older than I.

Not thinking, being young and adventureous, I went home with him. 


because there was this feeling of trust that I could sense.

I  can clearly remember him taking out his guitar freestyling a song for me.

Romeo, oh Romeo! my heart is melting Romeo!

He melted my heart.

It became late and then he drove me home.

I suppose you are wondering…… did we?

No, like I said he was a gentleman.

That was in the early 80’s.


So, recently  2010, I was looking in my iphone and discovered the white & yellow page app.

I typed in his name and there it was…..H.B

a P.O box number.

Is it him?

I’m temped to drop a line to see if it is him.(i’m curious) 

Many years have passed by since that  day in my life.

and every now and then I think about him. I wonder what he looks like and what kind of man he’s become?

Is he the same? or has life changed him?

I wonder~

There is no security….

rain drops keep fallin on my head….


Umbrella’s are suppose to represent security.

mmmmm…. now,

if it begins to rain hard and a big goosh of wind comes along, then their goes security blowing in the wind.

is this true?

This is weird, but interesting!

If you can raed this, you have a sgtrane mnid too

Can you raed this? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.

I cdnuolt blveiee that I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd what I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno’t mtaetr in what oerdr the ltteres in a word are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is that the frsit and last ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can still raed it whotuit a pboerlm. This is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the word as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! If you can raed this forwrad it

Take a chance

Have you ever wondered about the people that you meet each day?

Do you ever wonder why certain people cross your path?

Are they brought into your life to improve your existence or to complicate it?

I find that some people let
a good thing pass them by.

But how does one know if they have a good thing?

And you will find that the people
that appear to be good and wholesome,
are not worth a damn.
( I really wanted to say shit )

At any rate,

This is being said to let you know
that you sometimes have to take chances.

But be smart enough to know when to walk
away before it’s to late.

I believe that when a person is
brought into your life…..

They are brought to you for a reason.

You have to figure out the WHY.

Just wondering

Yesterday was the day of thanks. A day that we appreciate family, friends, and the fact that we are still alive and blessed.

Most of the time we gather as family and say a prayer before eating. But in some cases family and friends come at different times to eat,

This was the scene at my house:

My boyfriend and I did not bless the food as a couple so I set my spot at the table and before I ate I graced my food and mentioned  how thankful I was.

He on the other hand did nothing.

No prayer. he just ate.
did It bother me….a little bit.

He obviously just take life for granted.

I wonder how many other people did not give grace before dinner.


happy day before thanksgiving

Well here we are a day before thanksgiving.

My day started this morning at 7:30a. Dusting and mopping.You need a clean house to cook. I have put the potatoes on for the potatoes salad and the mixture for my  sage dressing.

Now I am getting all the ingredients out for my first pound cake but realize I have no  7 up.

So I need to step out for a moment to get a bottle of  7 up and a cake holder. Of course this is to put the pound cake in.

Let me take a moment to thank God for allowing me to still be here………………………………….


this has always been an exciting time for me. even though I don’t eat much I love to cook because It pleases me to see a plate go from full to empty.

also the girls alway call me for some sort of advice.

for example :


my oldest will probably hit me up with how to make dressing.

She doesn’t like her mother in-laws dressing.



she is my youngest daughter, she will probably ask advice on the dressing and the sweet potatoes.

other than that she is a great cook. she stayed in the kitchen while growing up watching and learning.

Tonya, she was outside beating up on the boys.

En, my son. He will be at all the houses eating without a doubt.

This day is always a day to remember,especially if you have girls.


Good luck with the preparation of turkey day and don’t burn anything up.

Be thankful

It seem like it was only yesterday I was making my famous sage and celery dressing and basting a turkey.

Don’t get me wrong , I am not complaining because I am happy to be here to bast another year.

Remember, before you bite into that turkey…

make sure you add to that prayer how thankful you are to still be around to see a turkey.

No. I’m not talking about your husband, I’m talking about the bird 🙂

Just saying



RedBlueGreen we live and we learn

If I had the choice of the three pills, red would be out because red is my favorite colour.

Blue would be ruled out because it represents the sky,flying high. so it would probaly have me in the worse place possible.

So all I would have left is the green pill. representing

life, growth and prosperity.

How can I go wrong.

R U hearing me?

People who are used to living

their lives searching for a meaning

in everything…

tend to suffer more.


stop searching_____

” Relax ” !!